12:56 (BST) 31st March 2010

Information released to BT partner network.

BT are currently experiencing a loss of interconnect in London and surrounding areas, this is due to a fire in the Paddington exchange area.

We currently have limited information regarding this issue.

Further updates will follow as BT release more information.

16:40 (BST) 31st March 2010

In a further statement, BT said:

Following major flooding at a BT exchange in the Paddington area, tens of thousands of customers in parts of North and West London may be experiencing a loss of broadband and/or telephone service.

Customers in other parts of the country may also be affected. We are currently working on restoring services to customers, however as this is a complex incident we cannot accurately predict when all services will be restored. We will issue further updates as the situation changes.

Any customers needing to make calls to the emergency services who have a problem using their phones are advised to do so by using their mobile phone, or alternatively by using a friend or neighbour’s working phone.

I must say, I do love the over use of the phrase “may be experiencing loss” – look man, if the exchange is screwed, its not that customers might be experiencing a loss, they WILL be.  This is going to highlight in a very painful way, just how badly put together and aged our network infrastructure in this country is.  Its laughable that only a few weeks or so ago our government (in their infinate wisdom) decided to tout about how well the UK would stand up to a cyber attack.  Well, perhaps we could, but a simple fire/flood (how can one not be sure?!) takes out most of the comms infrastructure for London.  Just as a badly placed digger took out most of the South East of London’s communications infrastructure about a year ago!

Oh and what sensible and useful advise from BT there… if your landline isn’t working, use your mobile, or maybe check to see if your neighbours phone is working.  Well I suspect that the London cell networks are currently very congested, and its highly improbable that your phone line would be down and your neighbours wouldn’t – unless of course they have a cable circuit, which in any case is also going to be suffering from a massive congestion spike, if its not fallen over.  Most of the infrastructure in the UK depends on the BT backbone, which will also be suffering as a result.

From what I’ve gathered by speaking to other ISPs, there may be issues relating to this affecting up to 450 exchanges nationwide, but the sharp end of the stick is being felt in London.  I really do hope that a lot of kit hasn’t been damaged in the exchange, getting it all back up and running 100% will take much more time than BT would like to admit otherwise.

I’ll keep updating this post as I hear more.  Why not post a comment if you have something to contribute or found this useful.  Oh and of course, you can talk to me on twitter

Yesterday, the Open Rights Group organised a protest outside the houses of Parliament against the Digital Economy Bill (aka DEBILL). I went along and took a few pictures.

So whats the big deal about the debill, and why are seemingly so many “techies” and “nerds” getting their knickers in a twist about it?

Consumers and companies (including Google, Facebook and ISPs – your broadband provider!) alike are up in arms about the Bill, which proposes that an Internet connection could be cut off if there is suspicion that it is being used for the downloading of copyrighted content.

This is very disturbing:

• Although proof is required before disconnection, the evidence does not have to relate to you: you can be punished for the actions of a friend or even a neighbour who has used your Internet connection.
• Rights holders could have the power to demand that sites they believe to contravene copyright law be blocked by ISPs. Right now, we don’t know what the govrnment will propose, as they have yet to draft their new proposal
• As it is not the perpetrator that is punished, as you might expect, but the owner of the connection, and others using it, cafés and bars may have to stop providing wifi, no more BTOpenZone, FON, etc!

Regardless of what you do or don’t do, you could be punished for the actions of others because of laws put in place by the Digital Economy Bill: if you have unsecured wifi in your home, you could be punished; if you use the Internet at your local coffee shop or library, you could lose access to that connection.

Justice would not be completely out of reach: you could appeal, but you would have to pay for the privilege, and you wouldn’t be eligible for any legal aid.  Reasons for appeal are limited, and unlike in a trial, the onus would not be on rights holders to prove your guilt: you would be responsible for proving your innocence.

This is another example of badly thought-out government policy, pushed through by lobbyists, and constructed by people who just don’t know what they are doing, or what they are talking about.

There are better solutions to the internet download problem, including the record industry evolving its business models to keep up with changes in technology (think Apple iTunes).  Funnily enough, the music industry is thriving with downloads, its the record labels that are suffering – aww the poor “big machine”, its in pain as power shifts to “the little people”.

Those of you that know me, know that I am very much not a tree hugging hippy that believes the government is out to get us; I believe in free markets, I believe in capitalism, and I believe in equality for all.  It is possible for all of those to coexist, anyone that doesn’t think so, is, well, just wrong (and stupid).

If you want to know more about this stuff, I strongly recommend you watch the Panorama documentary recently released, titled “Are the net police coming for you“.

This post is a little on the ranty side, but there is a solution at the bottom

I really really really hate voicemail, I can’t even begin to find the words to describe how much I hate voicemail.  To me, voicemail is one of those technological advancements that should have remained in the last century, let alone the last decade.  Its an old solution to a common problem that still exists today.

This little extract from the Dilbert cartoons should explain part of how the whole “voicemail experience” makes me feel;

(All rights reserved Scott Adams, Dilbert.com)

This really does happen to me, people call me up and either;

1.  Leave long messages – which are better off conveyed in email.

2.  Leave short messages telling me that they’ve sent me an email or to check my email and call them back.

3.  Normal people leave short messages with their details and ask me to call them back.

Ok, so now you’re thinking leaving a short message can’t be a bad thing, and thats surely the point of voicemail… well its not.  Perhaps it used to be, but thats no longer the case.  There are much better ways to convey the information that I have missed your call and need to give you a call back – yep, a text message.  One would also be able to read the sms message and process the information in a much shorter time frame than dialing into voicemail and listening to the message.  Inefficient and stupid, simple as.

So i’ve tried a number of different things over the years;

1.  Turn off voicemail completely – only to get people whine that “oh, I tried to leave you a message but there was no voicemail”… thanks for informing me of what I already knew… yes, I turned my voicemail off, yes it was on purpose, and yes, if it was important enough, you’d have found SOME OTHER WAY to get the message to me.

2.  Explicit asking people to leave a “SHORT MESSAGE” – this worked initially, but people soon reverted back to leaving long messages.

I had pretty much given up trying to find a solution.  Then one day, salvation came, unexpectedly.  I was calling a customer and they were busy, but instead of getting asked to leave a voicemail message (which I don’t tend to do either!) a little recording started to play “this person cannot take your call, please try again later or send a text message”, on repeat.

Finally, there was a solution out there!  The bad news is that its a setting/option provided by their network operator.  A facility which my provider, Orange, does not.

No matter, I found another way.  This works on Orange, it may be different for your service provider.  Using AT&T’s text to speech demo I created this wav file recording “The person you are calling cannot take your call, please try again later or send a text message”.

Then within the Orange voicemail, there is the option for an “extended absence” greeting, now the major difference between this and a normal greeting is that you can opt to not accept voicemail messages while your extended absence greeting is active.  So using a pair of headphones right infront of the mic pickup on my mobile and some careful timing; now whenever someone calls and I am otherwise occupied they hear the synthised voice of Crystal, asking them to try again later or send a text.

Win   Finally!

Download the wav file: here

Or create your own: here

PS: Yes I know Google Voice would be the other solution to this problem, but its not available outside of the US, and I doubt they will bring the service to the UK, not for a while anyway.

A lot of people have been enjoying the snow, and its the first time in many years that we may actually stand a chance of celebrating a “White Christmas” in the UK… although currently, its looking like the weather in yee old Blighty will return to its normal programming, ie, rain, and we’ll all enjoy a nice gray and slushy Christmas. It remains to be seen.

Personally I’ve not enjoyed the snow, beyond my initial school boy excitement, which lasted a whole 5 minutes, a long time considering. The snow “storm” has caused havoc on the roads, journeys that normally take 15 minutes have taken near on 4 hours recently. Apparently the warnings that the UK MET office had been issuing for weeks never reached the highways agency, and yet again they were “caught unaware”… as my girlfriend keeps asking, upon observing the competition ice rink style road conditions, “so why exactly do we bother paying taxes?”.

Humbug I say!

Ah well, on the bright side the snow did give me something to shoot.

If you are reading this post on a syndicated site, you’ll need to view the slideshow directly on flickr, here.

I’m currently ill with a whole host of things, and looking at a computer screen for long periods of time makes me ill – so I decided to undertake a fairly simple bit of modding.

I took the wii apart, and to my annoyance found this;

Zoomed in;

Yep, it looks like Nintendo have dumped a whole load of “black stuff” around the very chip that I need to attach the wii-clip to.

Very annoying!  It looks like I’m going to have to use the soft mod technique unless I can find a way around this.  I’ve asked the wii-clip makers for their comments.

Yep, thats right, we all have it, you cant get away from it, and its name is email.

Over the next few days, although it may turn into weeks, I’ll make some time to chew the email cud, and throw out some of my thoughts and rant-ish musings on the subject.

Lets lighten the mood somewhat now methinks, with our friend, well, hes my friend anyway, Dilbert.

My personal pet hates when it comes to email

I realise these are my pet hates, but feel free to hate them too, the more people hating them, will lead, lets hope, to fewer people doing them, and onward to the victorious world of “better email”. Hmm, well, I guess anythings possible, right?

To start with theres little point talking about spam, and the fact that supposedly my girlfriend is unsatisfied in bed, or that some Nigeria prince, if there were such things, would like to give me millions of dollars. So lets not. Any intelligent person has by now discovered “the spam filter”, just deal with it, and live with it.

Technical side note: If everyone would just check the damn SPF records on all email/domains before relaying them, spam would for the most part, go away. End of said technical side note.

Now, I’ve not ranked these, perhaps I should, then again, perhaps I’d rather scribble (or type) out this post and go watch a film?

1. Emails with no subject – I’m going to just start deleting emails that come in without a subject from now on, or add the subject, “OI, YOU FORGOT THE SUBJECT”.
2. Long emails – its always good to hear from friends with long updates, and those aren’t really what I would call “day to day” emails, nor the long emails that I hate. How many times have you had emails for meetings, outlining the agenda, and all the points to be covered, with a little breakout on each point? Well, if we’re going to do the whole thing on email, I may as well stay in bed, whats the point of going to the meeting. Its not complicated people, email to outline high level points, then pick up the damn phone or fire up a video call, or arrange a meeting (although unnecessary meetings are another pet hate, perhaps theres another post in there somewhere).
3. Emails reminding me about your email – its in my process queue, I’ll deal with it on *MY* time, unless of course you’re paying for the privilege of an immediate response.
4. People who treat email as an immediate form of communication – *phone rings* “I sent you an email asking you to call me 5 mins ago, and I’ve not heard from you”… well, was it that hard for you to just call me? It cant have been, as you managed to work out what all the scary buttons on the phone do in 5 minutes.
5. Responses from people, where they haven’t answered my original question or addressed the original issue that I had emailed them about in the first place. Come on!
6. When a reply contains anything that looks like, or could mean something like, “I sent you another email about that stuff earlier, see that email”. Clearly you have time to waste! You could have simply replied with the answer to my specific issue, but instead you refer me to a previous email. So you spend the time sending a reply and typing out words, but don’t bother actually being any help, what-so-ever… links to point 5.
7. Signatures – you only need to send your signature with all your info, your logo, measurements, blood type, CV, family pictures, your corporate disclaimer and whatever else you’ve decided that you need to share with me; *ONCE*. If you’re initiating the communication, include it on your original email only, theres no need to stick it on every single reply, or is there? Perhaps you’d be so kind as to explain why to me, no, really, I want to understand this. To be fair, until recently I was guilty of doing just this, until it dawned on me, just how utterly pointless it was.
8. That stupid, irritating, and more useless than the right honorable Gordon Brown when it comes to fiscal policy; please consider the environment “tree logo” – who the hell thought this thing up?! Its an email, I’d only need to print it if I *NEEDED* a hard copy, i’ll press print if I need to, I don’t need to be reminded by a silly little green tree asking me to “consider the environment”.

Righto, that’ll do for now. I know there are many many more, and perhaps one day we shall all work together to compile a big book eBook (the little green tree logo people got upset), and pass them into law, or should that be eLaw? Perhaps we could call it “the ebook of knowing how to use email, and if you break them, we’ll break your internets” – people are always complaining that the “internet is down” anyway, therein lies a rant for another day I think!

Watch out for the follow up to this, which will be more useful, I’ll go into how I actually deal with the masses and masses of transactional and business emails I get on a day to day basis. It’ll be worth it, you’ll see, email management is becoming one of the most important soft skills that you can have these days.

Anyway, for now, Hamlesh out.

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I had issue with the old Apple adverts, mainly as they are framed in such a way to suggest that “PC” is “Microsoft”, where a PC is actually a hardware/computing platform running soime form of operating system.

Anyway, an old arguement that doesnt need rehashing.

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Southpark version, and again, the guy that made it doesnt realise that “Computer” is a computing platform, and that his MAC is also a computer – unless thats a general “Computers Suck” message at the end of course!

To clarify – I use MAC OS, Windows XP, Slackware, FreeBSD, Ubuntu, Debian and a whole load of other operating systems on a daily basis, so I’m not being a biased “interweb idiot”, just sharing some funny/interesting vids

My views of our Fuhrer; over tax the car, cars are bad although short haul flights are worse for the environment, congestion tax is about reducing congestion and not about revenue generation, yes you should use public transport, although its more expensive than driving, even with my brilliant congestion taxing policy/revenue generation/tax, and I use taxis to get around, use public transport, not for me thanks, Ken Livingston… *breath*

The car park I use on Park Lane is also a transit location where cars that have been evading the congestion tax are clamped, picked up and taken to. Walking from the car park to the office this morning, this made me feel all warm inside.

Begs the question… is the Westminster council on a mission to rid our streets of crappy Porsche “cars”… I feel ill even associating the word “car” with P…

It is a widely known fact that within the Hindu faith, the cow is a revered and sacred animal.  I say widely known, but apparently the Secretary of State, and the RSPCA are unaware of this.

I have written what follows with great care to maintain the facts, and to put my personal feelings aside.

Bhativedanta Manor, the Hare Krishna temple in Watford is home to many Cows under the ISKCON Cow Protection Programme.  The temple has a number of working cows and bulls, who are well looked after, work the land, and provide milk used in the day to day worship and food preparations.

A year and a half ago, one of the cows was injured when a bull jumped on her back, vets and animal welfare professionals were called, and their professional advise followed.  The prognosis was that the cow would pass away naturally in a few days due to the nature of her injuries.  However she has been making a slow and steady recovery for the last year and a half, well cared for by the temple monks, and visited regularly by a number of vets and animal welfare professionals.

Last week a vet from the State Veterinary Service came to conduct a test (presumably for foot and mouth) on a number of cows at the temple and assed the injured cow’s position.  The vet was informed on the Hindu faiths position on cow care, and the progress in recovery she has made over the last year.  He indicated on his departure that nothing further would probably come of his visit, given the manner in which the temple has continued to care for and nurse the cow back to health.

On the 12th of December the temple was visited by senior members of the RSPCA, escorted by the police, they were served a warrant, stating that the cow would have to be euthanised in due course (not immediately).  During the visit the temple monks were given the impression that they would have the opportunity of taking legal action to stop the murder of the cow, or at the very least have their say.

This morning the RSPCA and police visited the temple barn with a warrant, without due notice the cow was murdered.  The senior RSPCA officers had delayed and distracted the monk caring for the cow, to allow his colleague to murder the cow.

My thoughts

I struggled while writing the “article” above, and it is constructed so that the average member of the public can read it and understand what follows.

I am, what most would understand as a Hare Krishna, a member of the Hindu faith.  Frankly, and simply put, I am angry, very very angry, and as this disseminates throughout the Hindu community, everyone else will be getting angry too.  It is one thing to put down an animal that is infected, and proves a threat to other animals and the human populous at large.  But to sneak around and murder a cow who’s condition and health had been steadily improving, who had been well cared for, regularly visited and assessed by independent (not of the Hindu faith) vets, this, this despicable action will not stand.

Our faith and beliefs have been completely disregarded by the authorities, had they followed the correct legal channels, and given us the chance of representation, this would have been a different matter entirely.  The temple devotees were not even given the right (given by law in this country!) to perform “the last rights”, or any other prayers for the soul of one of Krishna’s sacred cows.

Given my affiliations, I am refraining from voicing much of what I really feel, but this will not stand!

Well, since the Frankfurt motorshow theres been a lot of buzz around this car, and after the initial “oou, ahh” phase had passed, I wondered to myself what the point was – yes I realise *me* questioning the point of a hyper car is assanine, but yet I wonder.

• Only 20 of them are going to be built – and duh, they’ve all already been sold.
• It’ll cost around about £900k – then again the price isnt the point.
• They only produce 650 bhp… eh?

Then theres the way the thing looks, hyper cars, as far as I am concerned, and given that I am usually always right, should make you fall in love with them; just on their looks (think Countach, CCX, etc.. now stop drooling).  Ripping your face off with power comes later, like super models, honestly, you really dont care whats upstairs until you get past the initial (in the imortal words of Joey) how you doin’ phase – and hopefully that phase takes time to get past.

Well look at this thing, its too much, too aggressive (WTF am I saying!!), it looks like the bastard love child between a 612 Scaglietti and a stealth bomber… that said, I am looking forward to the reviews of it, hopefully it will follow in the footsteps of the LP640.  We shall see…  On the plus side, the interior looks superb (given Lamborghini’s usual standard) – Audi’s influence is paying off it would seem – oh and, Kenwood head unit… say what?!  You’d expect something a little better if you’re shelling out £900k on a car, that said, you aren’t likely to hear the sound system over the V12 monster in the back

I know this sounds like a bit of a Lamborghini bashing, and given my Ferrari links, it may well be a biased view, but they can do better, this seems a little rushed, and just a new body on top of the LP640.  That said the Lamborghini only came about as an alternative to Ferrari, and they have yet to surpass the prancing horse.

For those of you that dont know the history, you really should read more

Ferruccio Lamborghini went to meet Enzo Ferrari at the Ferrari factory to complain about the quality of the clutch in the Ferrari 250 GT he owned. Enzo Ferrari sent him away telling him to go and drive tractors (which Lambo make!) because he was not able to drive cars. Lamborghini went back to his factory, had his Ferrari’s clutch dismantled and realized that the clutch manufacturer was the same who supplied the clutches for his tractors. In his warehouse he found a spare part which he thought suitable, and when it was installed the problem was solved.  The bull was born.

Right enough of my ramblings.  More piccies can be found here.

The key things I was predicting, and to be honest anyone that really understood the industry at the time would also have known;

• Supplying power (electricity) would be the biggest issuefor the London data center space.
• Effectively cooling servers/data halls, would be a close second.

The biggest problem with cooling is the heat transferal capability of air, companies like spraycool have finally commercialised and are bringing to market water cooling technologies that case modders and enthusiasts have been playing with for a long time. Its strange in a way as the old IBM mainframes and VAX20 systems used to use water cooling, or “cold water cooling” well before the days of i386 and the Intel/AMD infrastructures we are used to today. Air cooling at the time made sense, at least now we are starting to learn from some of the wisdom of the past.

Anyway, the reason for this ranting; We’ve (a few of us select battling entrepreneurs) have been working on a plan to build a datacenter, or at least a chain of datacenters, for the market of tomorrow. What will the data center scape look like in 2 to 3 years time? Well… I’m not going to share that now am I I was right two years ago, and I’m sure as hell going to be right in a few years time! Hopefully this time people would have learnt that the way of the Hamlesh is the right way \o/

Recent new data center build announcements;

TelecityRedbus has begun construction on a new $100 million (£50 million) data center in Central London. The Powergate facility, will include 50,000 square feet of space and open in the second quarter of 2008, will be TelecityRedbus’ eighth data center in London.

“Google, welcome to Iowa!” With those four words, Iowa Gov. Chet Culver ended months of speculation this morning and confirmed that Google will locate a major data center in Council Bluffs, Iowa. The $600 million data center will provide 200 jobs for the local economy, and “will have a tremendous impact on Council Bluffs, western Iowa and the entire state,” Culver said.

I have highlighted my favourites

1. According to Euro NCAP, an Audi Q7 is less harmful in a pedestrian impact than a Ford Fiesta.

2. A season of F1 racing burns less fossil fuel than a single transatlantic 747 flight.

3. The Stern Report found that cars make up less than half of all transport emissions in the UK.

4. The average British home emits 1,500kg more CO2 per year than a Ford Focus.

5. Buy local. A car carrier burns 1,756 tonnes of heavy fuel oil one way from Japan to the UK.

6. Oxford Street is the UK’s most polluted street. Most of Oxford Street’s length is closed to cars.

7. Like trains, cars are only efficient when they’re full. A fully loaded Discovery emits less CO² per occupant than a fully loaded Smart.

8. Acid rain created from mining nickel for Prius batteries has destroyed the landscape in Sudbury, Ontario to such an extent that NASA now uses the area to test drive its latest lunar vehicles.

9. It’s at least three times cheaper to drive a small diesel from London to Edinburgh than it is to take the train.

10. The average saloon car is responsible for its own kerbweight in CO2 per year. The average Brit accounts for 30 times his own body weight.

11. The UK’s superminis emit three times as much C0² as its SUVs.

12. While 85 per cent of cars are recyclable by law, trains go unregulated, with much of each heading to landfill.

13. A domestic flight emits around 400g/km of CO² per passenger, four times that of a small diesel car with only the driver onboard.

14. Despite being smaller and emitting less CO² than a Toyota Prius, the Volkswagen Polo Bluemotion is not exempt from London’s Congestion Charge.

15. Farting cows are responsible for 18 per cent of all greenhouse gases, more than cars, planes and all other forms of transport put together.

16. Anti-car evangelist Ken Livingstone doesn’t even have a driving licence. But he does have a Prius.

17. A Land Rover Discovery has a smaller carbon footprint than a London Cab.

18. Carbon offsetting could do more harm than good. Forests north of the Tropics retain heat and actually contribute to global warming.

19. A Boeing 747 emits 400 tonnes of C0² in 24 hours. It would take 250 cars a year to achieve this.

20. Some electric cars aren’t even governed by today’s safety legislature. The G-Wiz being one example.

Once again proving that all you eco-motoring muppets are wrong, and I am right; all this eco-motoring crap is yet again another example of the media getting their teeth into something that sells papers (lets just ignore the eco ramifications of this for now).

I go to bed, wake up, walk out to get something from my car this morning and find this;

Someone thought it would be fun to break into my car… so lets look at this logically, theres nothing on display, Saab’s are pretty much un-boostable, the car is on my driveway, theres a little light that turns on if someone comes onto the driveway. So this person, walked off of the street, onto my drive, and smashed in my car window.

People like that should be put down. They serve no purpose in society. Fortunately for me the BT engineers deployment center directly opposite my house should have CCTV overlooking their entrance and the street.

I used to think some of my more compasionate friends may have had a point, everyone in society serves a purpose and that we should be understanding to peoples differnt situations, bullocks to that, just put them down and stop wasting everyones time and money.

I currently share a large house in Reading with 6 other people (the place is huge, so much so that I have my own server room, with a rack in it!).  Two of the guys I shared a house with last year.  One of the two girls that lives in the house, until yesterday thought I was 30 odd… we’ve lived in the same house for almost 4-5 months now… granted I leave home at 0530 and dont get back till 2300+ on a regular basis, but we still go to the pub from time to time, or play poker.  Oh and btw I act like a complete child when I am not in “work” mode, a very hyper child that enjoys jumping off of buildings and doing other crazy things… yes… indeed.

Meh anyway, enough of my ranting and raving.

Days like today I don’t miss doing techy stuff, although the sadistic side of me enjoyed the day. I got sooooo much done though, and closed some business too.

Time to go home now \o/…via the pub I think…

Go go caffeinated ferret…

… don’t ask … Andy came up with the name to depict how I bounce around after too much coffee

Anyway, back to the reason for my ranting; this morning I arrived at Gunnersbury for 0615, there was a train scheduled for 0620, this would have allowed me to get to the Soho temple in time for morning prayers.  I have been encouraged to attend the morning program before work by one on my clients, who helps and guides me a lot , and who I look up to.

You can understand my frustration then when the bloody tube doesn’t show up.  Not cancelled or delayed, it just disappears off of the board as if it had arrived and left… The following two tubes do the same thing, and no one says boo.  Its not like its the first time this has happened, but still its worth ranting about.  We get slapped with congestion tax supposedly to improve public transport, when in fact the money is poured into enforcement cameras.  The tax funding the taxation… I look forward to the day that I can sever any reliance on the public transport in this country – its one of the things that really lets our great nation down.  I’d understand if this happened (as it typically does) in the country, such as up in Malvern, but come on, this is London!

Makes you really appreciate the Swiss public transport system.

I am too irritated to go into why they suck, but suffice it to say I deal with a lot of people and a lot of companies, this is the worst experience I have ever had.  They are worse than the Three phone network – and thats saying something!